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Saturday, May 29, 2010

最后一次

今天我又再遇见了你……
问自己,放下了吗?
问自己,还痛吗?
好多好多尘封的回忆,你还记得吗?
我们曾经一起笑过,一起哭过,
一起熬夜读书,在电话旁为对方加油。
一起走路去补习,手牵着手无论走多远都不会累。
你曾经说过你最喜欢我笑的时候可爱的表情,总是会不断地想作弄我。
我曾经说过我最喜欢你专注的表情,尤其是当你很专注的在看着我。
还记得吗?
我曾经是那个让你愿意放弃全世界,只要能陪在我身边的人。
你疼我,容忍我的无理取闹,无论我多强词夺理,你还是只会默默的陪在我身边,不曾发过一次脾气。
因为你说,你永远都会尽你全力,不让我哭泣。
你懂吗?其实那时你这句话,反而让我哭了好久好久……
那是心动,感动,及悸动……
我们曾经说过,无论世界再怎么变,我们都依然不会变,
因为当我老了的时候,你还是要牵着我去吃我们最爱吃的汉堡包。
你还要陪着我看我们的孙子娶老婆。
所以一切一切都不会变,只要你还是你,我还是我。
最后,是你变了吗?还是变的人是我?
我已经搞不清楚了……
也许,是我不够好,没能让你的眼睛只看着我。
也许,是我太有自信,以为你只会爱我一个人。
也许,也许……
这里夹杂着太多的也许了……
只记得你离开时,对我说……
要我去找一个值得我爱的人,因为值得我爱的人是不会让我哭泣的。
最后,你累了,我也累了。
我们,终究没能一起走到最后。
你的幸福,不是我。
谢谢你陪我走过一段这么美好的路。
“可惜不是你,陪我到最后,曾一起走却走失那路口,
感谢那是你,牵过我的手,还能感受那温柔。”
现在的我,还痛吗?也许吧……
因为可能,到现在我还不能相信,你是先转身离开的人,在我那么爱你的时候……
可是现在,一切都无所谓了。
你知道吗?
这二百多个你离开了我的日子里,我还在原地踏步。
在你离开了我以后,
我已经变得很害怕去触碰爱……
很害怕去相信,很害怕去拥有……
今天,我想告诉自己,
我是时候要彻底的放下你了。
完完全全的放下。
无论那有多难,无论要用多长的时间,
这是我的决定。
你也是时候去追寻你要的幸福了~
祝福你~
放开手,就当作是对彼此最后一次的温柔。
告诉自己,这是最后一次,
我写你。
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Saturday, May 8, 2010

My first love. My last love.

I love you.
Since the first time i saw you, even that time i still dont know what is love.
But i know you are the one.
I swear, you are my first love.
And ya,dont be surprise! You will be my last love.
I will love you till the end of my life.
I promise, I will take good care of you.
I promise, I will hold your hand tight no matter what happen in the future.
I promise, I will lend you my shoulder when you wana cry, just like what you usually did for me last time.
I promise, I will be there for you FOREVER!
Love you, sayang you, look after you.
I love you mummy!
Happy Mother's Day. =)


























妈咪,你是我最爱的最爱 <3


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Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Show off my babies ^^

Alright, I am really so bored at home and i started to help my babies and darlings take picture.
Wee~
They are all my sweetheart and i LOVE them so and so muchie =D
So, I will like to use this post to introduce all my little babies to YOU!!My dear friends =)
Well, i have a lot more babies to show but leave it for next time la!=p
Hope you like my babies!



She is my lovely baby.I love her the most!Maybe she look abit weird and until now, i still dont know she is a cow or a pig, but i love her coz she is my first sweetheart. She is there sleep beside me when i am still a small baby.Muackz!! =)

Alright!Her name is "fei mui zai"!Haha!Erm,look alike me?Haha!Believe me, you will feel so comfortable when u hug her!LOL!
p/s: you will feel the same too when you hug me =p

This is my pooh pooh!Hehe!He has a big tummy and i like to sleep on his tummy^^
He is just like a soldier protect my other babies when my sis punya bear bear hup them.LOL

Haha!He/She is 7 zai!LOL!Can anyone tell me 7 zai is boy or girl?
I have no idea.But i can tell you, my 7 zai, its head really big!!


Haha!See...It cant even balance itself.Coz its head is the way too heavy =p
Hee!This is my black pig pig!He is cool and seldom laugh!But i know, he like the moment when i am hugging him.=)
Ding!Magic!Haha!You can squeeze it into any shape you like!


Haha!Maybe this post is a bit lame.But who cares?
They are my "xin gang bao bei".

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Monday, May 3, 2010

Crapping =)

陷入沼泽里
越挣扎
却越陷越深
拼了命地想捉住些什么
拼了命地想要继续呼吸
可是
却渐渐发觉
原来我一直没有尽力的想要获救
我甚至不希望有人发现我陷在沼泽里
因为
我爱上了
陷进去的感觉
真是不可思议
我竟会享受这种窒息的甜蜜
可是,
我懂我始终会爬上来的
不知道从何时开始
我已经失去了冒险的能力
但……
能不能让我在爬上来以前
陷个彻底?
我保证,
这会是最后一次 =)



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Sunday, May 2, 2010

say cheese~

I feel bad this few days =(
Everything seem become worse and worse
Most of my friends around me felt so down
It just can influence my mood so easily
There are something hide in my heart
I know i need to talk to someone
But i know i shudnt do so
I just dont have the right to do it
Please dont ask me what happen after u read this post.
So sorry >.<
My dear friends..leave a tiny privacy for me kay?
I know i will be fine.
I am not little girl anymore =)
I am tough and strong.
Right?^^
Everyone, let say cheese together!
I read an article and it said a happy friends can increase 5% of my happiness.
xoxo.
CHEESE~
Ya!
I believe....
Everything will be fine.

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