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Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Lyrics~

我受够了等待
你所谓的安排
说的未来到底多久才来
总是要来不及
才知道我可爱
我想依赖而你却都不在
应该开心的地带
你给的全是空白
一个人假日发呆找不到人陪我看海
我在幸福的门外
却一直都进不来
你累积给的伤害
我是真的很难释怀
终于看开爱回不来
而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开
哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来
我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开
宁愿没出息求我别离开
你总是要我乖
慢慢计划将来
我的眼泪却一直掉下来
过去怎么交代
你该给的信赖
被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖
从我脸上的苍白
看到记忆慢下来
过去甜蜜在倒带只是感觉已经不在
而我对你的期待
被你一次次摔坏
已经碎成太多块要怎么拼凑跟重来





你累积给的伤害
我是真的很难释怀

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Treasure Hunter






Went parade this afternoon and watched the movie "Treasure Hunter".
I thought it must be a nice movie because the whole story is about journey to find the treasure.
But after watched the whole movie,i can only hardly remember how pretty is 林志玲...
Haha! The storyline is too boring until i felt sleepy in the cinema. LOL


千万不要爱上我哦

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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

29122009

Oh my godness! Holiday end soon~
And school will be reopen on next week. Final countdown, there is 6 more days!!!
I m sure!! SURE SURE SURE that i want spend this 6days wisely.
No more books for me ^^
I think i m still not ready yet. sigh~
- Not ready to become an upper six student -
- Not ready to become a F1 student -
and yea....I m not ready to leave F2
Honestly, i really feel so reluctant to leave this class.
We having a lot of sweet and happy memories in this half year.
I know F1 is just right beside F2 and we still can always meet up each other in school.
But......still feel lk something may change.
Although probability for 8 of us to remain in F2 really pretty low,
but i believe that there is still hope!
miracles may happen..maybe. =D
Anyway, L6F2 is always the best for Chan Xin Yi.

Love you guys muchie muchie~





Year 2010 is coming......
My new year wishes for 2010 is that

I can work harder on my study and get a good result in STPM.

All the people i love and love me can live happily everyday.

and...the most important one~

I can lose some weight and look slimmer.aha =p

Happy New Year ~


爱与被爱
一样让人



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Sunday, December 27, 2009

珍惜~

今天在报章上看到双层巴士发生意外,十人罹难的新闻,实在让人悲从中来。
有人是准备大展身手,投入社会的毕业生:
有人只是即将与另一半结婚,正在安排婚礼的人。
如今天人永隔,许多还没说出口的话,恐怕再也没有机会说了……
只能以眼泪作为最后的道别,也是最后的悼念。
在当下的那一刻,感觉到……其实人真的非常脆弱。
让我有一种很深刻的感觉。
很深刻很深刻,让我提醒自己要珍惜并且活在当下。
因为无法预测死亡几时会降临,也不懂下一秒钟会发生什么事,
只是总以为,还有时间……
总以为,还来得及……
但其实,爱要及时。
及时告诉你身边的人你最真挚的感受,在还来得及的时候学会珍惜,
我想……这样就不会存在那么多的遗憾了吧!


我爱的人
你们活着真好

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Thursday, December 24, 2009

不爱,也是一种爱

不爱,也是一种爱

This is the title of the book i bought yesterday.
The reason i bought this book again is because of the title.
It made me feel so curious to know what is actually the content inside.
I had a strong feeling to know what is the way to love a person by stop loving him?
I finished the book in few hours time.And i cannot deny that this is really such a nice book.^^

Today is Christmas eve.I m gonna have a Christmas countdown with my dear classmates
tonight after watch the movie AVATAR in jj.
And i m also going to meet my dear ji muiz in barrom.miss them ^^
Merry Christmas~


给我爱
却又不肯被爱



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Wednesday, December 23, 2009

pangkor trip~


Just back from Pangkor with my dear classmates.It is a 3D2N trip.
I enjoyed myself so much there and i think my dear classmates do have the same feeling as me.XD
This was my first time been to pulau pangkor although pangkor is so near to ipoh.
As i know,many of us had ignore mummy's order and cant wait to rinse ourselves inside the sea.^^
Love the beach so much!(but at last i get sunburn.T_T)

LOL!Nothing much for me to say for the first day in pangkor.We swim for the whole evening and have a steamboat as our dinner in condo at night.YUMMY!Thx pui yun..Muax muax muax!
Then...pillow talk session.phew~

Second day in pangkor is such a tiring day.We cycle to a place which the boys say we can pray for a good relationship.(for your information,the sun worked so hard that day.)^^

Then, we went to a beach which is really pretty far away from our condo.My dear classmates cycled there but......i went there by a motorcycle.LOL
This was such a memorable experience for me.I never sit on a motorcycle before cause that is a don't don't don't for my parents.As they said, motorcycle is dangerous.O.o I ignore their order that day.phew~

I really so tired and i m not able to cycle anymore i think.So when i met my "leng zai" classmate nesty, I asked him to take me there by the motor he rent. >.<
Godness!That is just so thrilling and breathtaking all the way from coral bay resort to the beach.
Especially when we on the motorcycle try to go up a slope.Hahaha!Until that moment only i know nesty never try to go up a slope with a motorcycle before!!Tat is why he dont know he should change the gear.LOL
Luckily we are safe in the end~~Hhuu~

I felt so lazy to write out my pangkor trip in details.XD
There are some pic i took~


self-loving once we reach our condo



sukfun.me (pillow talk session)

hoehoe and me~in kfc
the beach~



v girls~
beach~

Not much pic i have because i din bring my camera and i only can capture by using
my phone.LOL.Tat's all~




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Thursday, December 10, 2009

感慨~


人生的路很漫长,曾经我很天真的以为找到了愿意平平凡凡陪我走完这条路的人,
原来一切只是梦,原来梦醒了,就什么都不是了。
才十八岁的我,就想要永远和一个人在一起。
是不是太傻了?
如果你现在问我,我会回答,我想是的......
曾经,很不自量力的以为,永远大概就是这样吧。
陪着彼此一起长大,一起工作,然后结婚。
现在想起来,真的觉得当时的我好幼稚。
要经营一段感情已经很难,何况是想要经营一段标签着永远的感情?
我想,每个人都得等到伤痕累累的时候,才学会放手吧。
曾经,已经遍体鳞伤了,还是放不下。
试过不顾一切的挽留,试过歇斯底里地哭泣,做了许多自己没有办法想象我会做的事情。
到头来,还是一场空......
失去了以后,我才体会到其实除了爱情,这个世界上仍然有许多值得我珍惜的东西。
亲情和友情,就是我最富有的财富。
而我也有比谈恋爱更重要的目标需要实现......
爱情,不是现在的我需要的。
也许是时间点不对,也许是....我很害怕会再失去。
因为,就算知道自己傻,
我还是会把每一次恋爱的人当成最后一个来爱......^^
所以,爱情离我远一点!!呵呵!



放开了手,也许更自由。




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bored~


Self-loving session~
I feel bored!!!
Fatt mou soon~


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无条件为你
放弃
单独的旅程
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Wednesday, December 9, 2009

>.<



love this dress so muchie.bt no size.sigh~


Went jusco with sis and cousin today.wee~
As usual, walk around and tried lotz lotz clothes inside the fitting room.XD
Felt so disapointed, i thought i can watch New Moon just now.
But when we reached the cinema, the ticket were all sold out!!!
I should do online booking yesterday.Sigh again~




First time step into Cafe Takahashi.^^
Well, the spaghetti is just okay okay.
I cant even finished it although i m hungry.
Anyway......
Finally i got outing today!!!No need fatt mou at house le.Yeah!



而我已经分不清
你是友情还是错过的爱情

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Monday, December 7, 2009

Christmas!




hee!act cute at home because too too too too boring~

xinyi.joeyi.chichung
click here for a bigger image !

Christmas is coming!Yeah!
Today went shopping with my cute little sister in jusco.And at last, v bought the MICKEY MOUSE HAIR BAND.wee~
Godness!The hair band is just so cute and sweet that I have been wearing it for the whole night walk around in the house!XD
Love it so so so muchie!<3



sigh~class outing to go and watch new moon on this coming thursday have been cancelled.
I gonna watch it myself~

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Friday, December 4, 2009

亲爱的,总有一天我会遇见你

也许我们从未碰面,
也许我们曾经几度擦身而过,
也许我们已经认识彼此,
我相信......
亲爱的,总有一天我会遇见你。

也许在阳光明媚的下午,
也许在下着毛毛雨的早上,
也许在月亮高挂的晚上,
我相信......
亲爱的,总有一天我会遇见你。

也许是你的微笑吸引我,
也许是你的眼睛让我着迷,
也许是你的好我想珍惜,
我相信......
亲爱的,总有一天我会遇见你。

也许我们曾看彼此不顺眼,
也许我们都曾在错的时间住进对方的心里面,
也许我们在见面的那一瞬间会一见钟情,
我相信......
亲爱的,总有一天我会遇见你。

也许你有一些坏脾气,
也许你不懂温柔体贴的定义,
也许你冲动任性,
都没关系,我相信......
亲爱的,总有一天我会遇见你,
深深爱上你,
此志不渝。





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Thursday, December 3, 2009

=)




do v look alike?
My sis <3

Well, today is my dear cutie sister's birthday. Happy birthday to u yo~
Hope that you can always stay cute and pretty.LOVE you forever!

_____________________________________________________________________


Because of my sister gonna celebrate her birthday with her bestie in jusco KBox, I am responsible to be her driver today. Of course, fetch her go and ALSO fetch her back. So, today is so meaningful actually because this is the first time i lepak in jusco alone from 11 am until 5 noon. Can you imagine it? 6 hours!!I gonna spend 6 hours in jusco alone. ( because someone fail to keep the appointment to meet me in jusco for movie =p) Anyway, I enjoy the feeling to shop so muchie.=)
However, something..consider funny happened. While i m enjoying myself reading books in MPH , suddenly i felt someone put his hand on my waist. Godness, i felt like shout out loudly at that moment. But at last i just stare at him with my eyes, without knowing what should i do to him. I can see he was so shocked when he turn around his face and look at me.Know why? This blur guy tot tat i m his girlfriend. The situation is just so funny when i saw the girl stand right beside me (his gf) was wearing the same colour singlet and skirt as me. LOL. He hug the wrong person.=p Hahahax.




Well, the little incident didnt spoil my mood.
I bought this book just now. Bought it in an impulse.
XD! Because i love the title of the book.
我们的遗憾来自于相爱时间的错过~
I spent two hours in The Coffee Bean to finish this book. Nice and meaningful!



我爱你,爱过你。
我也懂你爱我,爱过我。
没有办法在一起,是因为我们相爱时间的错过。
我们,爱在不适合的时间...

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Saturday, November 28, 2009

2012


Hee..Watched the movie "2012" yesterday!
I think..it consider nice and touching!
However, i din drop any tears or feel like crying in the cinema.=p
I wonder, if i m one of the characters in the movie, what will I feel if i know i gonna die soon.
Scare?Panic?Sad?
......no answer.
But i am sure, i wont buy the ticket to the ship.
I am not gonna leave all my love one here. <3
So, better appreciate everyone in our life before it is too late~









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Wednesday, November 25, 2009

原点

张敬轩的“断点”,从电话的另一端传来,
我屏住呼吸,
歌词唤起了我刻意封闭的回忆,
锋利的回忆,
不仅割痛了心,也模糊了我的眼睛。
泪水,决堤。
一分钟的扮演,心痛到了极限。
我......痛得很无助......
心酸,心痛,心喜,五味参杂。
那句话,迟了足足两个月。
对不起,我已复原。
不想再爱了,不想再痛了......
不想再得到了,不想再失去了......
就让一切像个圆圈,
不会有起点,也不会有终点...
故事的最后,
虽然不是美满的结局,
但那会是我人生中最美好的回忆。




谢谢你的成全~

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Friday, November 20, 2009

Thankx^^

Received a call~~
Honestly,feel so touched to heard that..
I know u really mean it.And i know u will do according what u said if the thing really happen=)
Thanks..I appreciate what u did for me!
Hope that u will have a better lives~




Most of the times, what i told u is really true altot u dun feel lk believe me.=p
U may felt tat i m juz teasing u around, bt i wana let u know, i m just so sincere.
I will not lie to you, i will not hide my feeling in front of you.
And..dont worry, i will paid u ur HIGH salary after u finish the job.LoL.




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Monday, November 16, 2009

四个人~

人生就是为了找寻爱的过程,每个人的人生都要找到四个人:

第一个是自己

第二个是你最爱的人

第三个是最爱你的人

第四个是共度一生的人

首先会遇到你最爱的人,然后体会到爱的感觉,

因为了解被爱的感觉,所以才能发现最爱你的人是你需要的,

也才会找到最适合你能够相处一辈子的人。

但很悲哀的是,在现实生活中这三个人通常不是一个人,

你最爱的,往往没有选择你;

最爱你的,往往不是你最爱的;

而最长久的,偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的,

只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人,

你会是别人生命中的第几个人呢?

没有人是故意要变心的,他爱你的时候是真的爱你;

可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了,

他爱你的时候没办法假装不爱你,

同样的他不爱你的时候,也没办法假装爱你,

当一个人不爱你要离开你,你要问自己还爱不爱他,

如果你也不爱他了,千万别因为可怜的自尊而不肯离开,

如果你还爱他,你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐,

希望他跟真正爱的人在一起,绝不会阻止他,

要是阻止他得到真正的幸福,就表示你已不爱他了,

而如果你不爱他,你又有什么资格指责他的变心呢?

爱不是占有;

你喜欢月亮,不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里,

但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间,

换句话说,你爱一个人也可以用另一种方式拥有,

让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆,

如果你真爱一个人,就要爱他原来的样子,爱他的好,也爱他的坏,

爱他的优点,也爱他的缺点,

绝不能因为爱他,就希望他变成自己所希望的样子,

万一变不成就不爱了。

真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的,

你只知道无论何时何地,心情好坏,你都希望这个人陪着你,

真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守,也是没有丝毫要求,

毕竟感情必须付出,而不是只想获得,

分开是一种必然的考验,

如果感情不够稳固只好认输,

真爱是不会变成怨恨的...

默默地爱一个人,也未尝不是一种幸福...

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Sunday, November 15, 2009

pain~~

I wonder...am i doing the right thing?
If i am..why the thing just become worse and worse?=(
aiks..I cnt bear the pain anymore..
It perplexed me all the times!
What else can i do to stop it?
I already tried my best!
Maybe..let the time be the best medicine=)
But i know, there is still a long way to go..

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Thursday, November 12, 2009

lame post..keke

I cant really concentrate this few days while teacher teaching..
Thinking of some other things..
Wondering why the gate of the staircase didnt locked last night..XD
I believe that there are ghost in this world..although i never experience before=p
So...So..Please stop telling me any story that related to ghost or spirit anymore kay?
I REALLY SCARE!!
I admit!!and...i surrender!><
Hehe..This is so called a "lame" post i think..
Haih..dont feel like going to school tomorrow.
Nowadays I am just dreaming in the class..and TOTALLY ignore what is teacher teaching!
By the way, there is only one more weeks left of our schooling day..
I think i should appreciate every sweet moment when i m in class with all my lovely classmates.. Really hope that all of us will stil remain in the same class next year!
Anyway..No matter what happen in the future..
I promise,
I will still remember you all, and kept our memories deep inside my heart^^
Hehe!LOVE all of u so muchie!!
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009

放手~

别再为他流泪
你走了太久一定很累
他错了不该你来面对
离开他就好 就算了 心情很干脆
他其实没有那么绝对
远一点你就看出真伪
离开他不等于你的世界会崩溃
转个弯你还能飞
就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔 也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉
以后管他是谁
每段感情都非常珍贵
他的好你就放在心扉
记得有个人曾让你那样的心醉
你笑了照亮夜幕的黑
什么梦都不比你的美
多少年以后想起他还有些体会
那些你已无所谓


伤再痛,还是会有痊愈的一天。
爱没有所谓的对与错,只有爱与不爱...
如果不爱了,何必勉强?
有时候,放手不只是还给对方自由。
你会发现,放手的同时其实你也放过了你自己..
加油!
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Monday, November 9, 2009

^^

本来...今天打算耍一下小小的叛逆,

做一个不用顾虑别人的感受,不用想会有什么后果,

只是单纯地跟着自己感觉走的决定...

挣扎了好久,想了好多遍,

原来我还是无法成为那样的女生。

我想,叛逆...需要很大很大的勇气吧!

必须要有很大的勇气,承受别人的伤心。

而且必须要有更大的勇气,学会不去在乎自己就是伤害他的人...

最终,我还是却步了...

不过说真的,我很庆幸我却步了...^^



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Saturday, November 7, 2009

cheer up~

Trying to cool down..Trying to stop thinking of it..
Honestly,everyword u said to me really influence me so much!
What else can i do for you?
I think..i should let you understand..
Sometimes..something..someone..Once u decided to give up,you can never get it back..
It is not easy to get back something that u destroy it yourself.
Everything change..><
Let start a new life together!
I am here for you..as ur bestie..I promise!^^
Cheer up!!
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Thursday, November 5, 2009

Dreaming=)

I wonder.."FOREVER LOVE" exist in this world?
L.O.V.E,is just so complicated!><
So hope that i m the princess in ur heart,and you can be my prince=)
I dont wana be the Cinderella..who can only WAIT for the prince to look for her..
I dont wana be the Sleeping Beauty..who can only WAIT for her prince to kiss her and wake her up..
I dont wana be the Snow White..who can only WAIT for her prince to go and save her..
I wana be the Little Mermaid..who dare to sacrifice everything..just to stay beside you!
I wont keep quiet if i found you..=p
hehe=)
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Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Sorry

So sorry..I knew i hurt you=(
I can felt ur pain..
But nothing much I can do.
Silent..is my only answer.
I cant give u more than that..
I cant exceed the limit..
Sorry><


Best friend forever~

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Sunday, November 1, 2009

=)



外面下雨了...
曾经因为你,我爱上了下雨天...
我在想,我们之间到底还剩下什么?
剩下爱吗?还有恨吗?
原来,我们之间...没有爱,也没有恨,只剩下在乎。
好朋友之间的在乎^^
你在乎我过得好不好,我在乎你过得幸不幸福...
我才知道,放下你...放下我们的感情...其实并不难。
有些事情,只要你愿意想通,其实一下子就可以想通了...
我只能说,放下的感觉真好。
曾经,我以为我的世界不能没有你...
现在我才知道,原来一个人也可以活得很精彩=)
Hehe^^




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Saturday, October 31, 2009

Nothing Gonna Change My Love For You~~



If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you
CHORUS:
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead a way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

I just love this song so so so so so muchie!!!!
Feel so sweet everytime when i heard this..=p
Hmm..a boring saturday.
Feel like going out yum cha tonite..^^
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Thursday, October 29, 2009

=(

Today feel kinda emo in school=(
because of a weird reason
i dunno why the simple thing cn influence me so much..
but i knw..it cause me to become so emo><
I hate this feeling!Is this feeling so call....jealous?
Why shud i?It is just so silly..
Godness!i swear im nt gonna let this happen to me anymore!
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009

I believe

I feel that i m getting better and better=)
I know, you are still important for me..
But, I think i already know how to control my feeling well
When i heard our love song in kbox today, a lot of memories had been recall in my mind
They are all sweet and happy.
First time u cook for me..
First time u sing to me..
First time u hug me..
Im so glad that those momories are only belong to you and me.
Let go, is my only choice=)
Because i believe i can live better without you!
CHAN XIN YI can live BETTER without you!
hehe^^
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Tuesday, October 27, 2009

My First Post~


Hehe!My dear friends..i finally got my own blog!!
Wee~This is my first post..
i still not use to it yet =p
never share my feeling with you all thru blog before..
XD!so..hmm..nothing much to say..juz repeat once more..

I FINALLY GOT MY OWN BLOG!

hehe=)
I gonna start a new life..
and this..represent a new me!yuhuu>,<
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